Good afternoon... I'm still in school even though school ended at 12... My project group already left. Sitting in the FYP labs listening to music and playing popcap games.

I feel as if theres something I'm not doing... Yesterday I went for the prayer gathering before service. I was playing the guitar but I couldn't get into worshipping and praying. It was better during the service but I keep feeling that there's something I'm not doing. Seeking Him? I really don't want to miss it when it comes... I don't just want to be a bystander. I don't want just to know whats going on and not be part of it.

Seven more days... Its like coming to the end of the rail that you've been travelling on for so long. What happens after that? Have another covenant just to have a purpose to follow?

This reminds me of those who have been released from prison after a very long sentence. I mean, after so long, you forget what its like to live in civilisation. Some commit crimes just to get thrown back in prison. To be where they feel comfortable and have a system and rules to follow.
I'm not saying that this covenant is like prison. I'm talking about the concept. From a stream into a river...

Seeking to please the wrong master...

::: Question of the Day :::
What do they really look for? What is it that I don't have?